It was a boring thursday afternoon, it's time for health economics but sadly, there were so many absent that day and seems like the half of the class were not present then. That situation didn't even let the professor bother some time, he just continued to his lecture. Hayy...so, I did what a "good student" should be out of boredom, I let myself take down notes even though I'm so sleepy that time. But my friend beside me just doing other stuffs like scribbling and doodle on a paper and I was encouraged to join her. So, for the whole 3-hour lecture, we did some poems that we got amazed how we managed to finished it because we just took turns per line haha...
This one is the one she made it during the first minutes of the lecture while I'm doing notes haha...
Could the sky be really blue?
Does my eyes deceive?
Is this breeze really cold
Or is it colder for me?
Could this emptiness be ever filled?
Though it seems overflowed...
Can't you feel this heart beat
Faster than its supposed
Every time I close my eyes
The vision of you comes in sight
I want to run away
Just scream and shout
But your shadow just crowds my mind
I want to run far away from you
But your voice simply haunts me
I want to erase you
But every time I do
You keep on popping...
...In every corner of this empty room
I think of you more often than I'm supposed
I don't know why I don't get tired
But maybe I'm just too numb.
Isn't great? I really like what she wrote. :)
The following were the ones that I joined her in doodling on a paper haha...
This cold steel press against my skin
I hear voices speaking in my ear
Let this cut flow blood
Let it flow fast
Until there's no more blood for me to bleed
Until this heart simply stops beating...
Do I have to suffer more...
In this mediocre life?
Its not my virtue to go on
Then, just let me die
Let me die...
This cold steel presses on my skin
I feel FREE.
Hmmm...I wonder who could it be? hahahaha...guess, it will be a mysterious man. Well, all I could say is that LIFE IS TOO PRECIOUS TO WASTE IT.
My heart seeking for something
I look straight ahead
There's a dark shadow
Blurring my vision
Uncertain where I'm supposed to be heading
No one lends a hand
I can't feel the warmth of someone...
Your smile...
It lightens up my day
Your touch...
Gives shivers to my spine
Your voice...
Lingers in my ear
You crowd my thoughts every night and day
I breathe you in, it gives me life
You give me a lot of reasons to live
Are you for real?
Or just a figment of my imagination
If you are, don't let me live in vain
I'm like a ghost to you
Seeing me but not really feeling me
Getting tired of this one sided romance
Slowly my boat is sinking...
Could I survive in your chaotic world?
Does love really exists?
Like a beautiful bud that blooms from time to time
Is it really true?
Sunrises and dances across your face
I stare at you, vividly seeing every bit of you
I pinch myself trying to wake up
Am I dreaming? Could this be true?
As I see you walking towards me
Time seems to stop
Now you're here beside me
My heart begins to stop
I catch my breathe
You're my air...
I gasp and gasp
I feel everything in me revived
I'm afraid if I wake up in the morning
This will be over and just a dream
A beautiful dream
It's all a dream
Can you let me sleep?
Even just for 5 minutes...
Just 5 more minutes...
Let me whisper to you these words...
Just listen to what I'll say
There's something you should know
I don't know if its the right time
Can you give me this chance?
